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The Sun will Shine Again

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Hello dear friends, family, loved ones, everyone,  The holidays are still here but having Christmas behind me is a relief.  That said I have not really been of the right mind to say it: Merry Christmas.  Though I do not subscribe to the traditional Christian belief, that Jesus is our Lord and Savior, nor do I believe in a dichotomy of the after-life, I do believe Jesus was a master and still is and continues to help those who ask for it.  The main thing that I am asking for is to resolve any emotional difficulties that I have that may be based around hatred.  I also wish to drop any fears that I may have.  I wish to be grounded in love and clarity, knowing that we are all one.   There are many masters, ascended masters, that are on the planet or have been on the planet.  We can learn from them all and each has something unique to offer.  One of the ascended masters I have looked into recently is Quan Yin.  She is related to Buddhism but transcends even that.  She is most notable for he

Christmas Past and Present

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Christmas- a Christian holiday that is for everyone; for most of us get the day, or more, off.  I didn't.  It, so far, is a "normal" day but maybe I can make it a little more abnormal and play scrabble online with an old friend or maybe I'll give someone a call or go to a community meal offering.  I still feel some bitterness to life.  I feel the bitter cold.  Goliath and me outside for his morning walk in the 9 degree weather, or so, gets me a little impatient.  But I am impatient sometimes regardless of the weather.   I remember Christmas growing up: lots of presents and family and food.  It makes me smile to think of it.  As an adult most of my, many of my Christmases have been spent away from family.  Away from presents and the things that I miss when friends and family come together, like hugs and chitter-chatter; just hanging out and playing a game; watching a movie.   I do you hope you have a fun Christmas.  Charlie Brown is probably on or the "You'll

Inner Star

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Greetings.   My friend Noah Frere inspired me to write by reading his astronomology blog found on Wix Spaces, an app.  I often feels disconnected, especially around the holiday times.  Whenever this happens it is helpful to see some of my friends doing cool things, like writing about astrology and stars.   I know there is an inner star within us.  I talk about it and it feels real.  When I feel into it, it feels like the truth.  Feelings are funny though depending on the feeling.  Some are inspirational and joyful and offer an inner knowing, like the knowing of this "inner star".  Sometimes my feelings are not so uplifting though, and my choices are always with me and though I try to heal from my emotional instability and irrationality healing does not always come quick and easy though the poor choices do not either, if you look into them.     I am in Kansas and it is cold here now.  I do enjoy the sunny days when the hues of brown and yellow are more apparent.  I also enjoy