trip to nc

I am traveling.  Traveling often involves waiting.  I wait in the Nashville Airport to return to Lawrence, Kansas after a brief visit to see family.  It was brief because it was dramatic and I could not keep myself poised.  My grandmother died; my parents didn't want to talk to me about my feelings.  I didn't want to go to my brother's house so I went to my cousins- that was where my heart took me.  

It is sad.  I wanted to stay longer but sometimes with family dynamics staying the duration is better left for a different time.  

I wish it were different.  

I did meet a nice gal on the plane.  Perhaps, I will meet more nice gals.  


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