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The Sun will Shine Again

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Hello dear friends, family, loved ones, everyone,  The holidays are still here but having Christmas behind me is a relief.  That said I have not really been of the right mind to say it: Merry Christmas.  Though I do not subscribe to the traditional Christian belief, that Jesus is our Lord and Savior, nor do I believe in a dichotomy of the after-life, I do believe Jesus was a master and still is and continues to help those who ask for it.  The main thing that I am asking for is to resolve any emotional difficulties that I have that may be based around hatred.  I also wish to drop any fears that I may have.  I wish to be grounded in love and clarity, knowing that we are all one.   There are many masters, ascended masters, that are on the planet or have been on the planet.  We can learn from them all and each has something unique to offer.  One of the ascended masters I have looked into recently is Quan Yin.  She is related to Buddhism...

Christmas Past and Present

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Christmas- a Christian holiday that is for everyone; for most of us get the day, or more, off.  I didn't.  It, so far, is a "normal" day but maybe I can make it a little more abnormal and play scrabble online with an old friend or maybe I'll give someone a call or go to a community meal offering.  I still feel some bitterness to life.  I feel the bitter cold.  Goliath and me outside for his morning walk in the 9 degree weather, or so, gets me a little impatient.  But I am impatient sometimes regardless of the weather.   I remember Christmas growing up: lots of presents and family and food.  It makes me smile to think of it.  As an adult most of my, many of my Christmases have been spent away from family.  Away from presents and the things that I miss when friends and family come together, like hugs and chitter-chatter; just hanging out and playing a game; watching a movie.   I do you hope you have a fun Christmas.  Ch...

Inner Star

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Greetings.   My friend Noah Frere inspired me to write by reading his astronomology blog found on Wix Spaces, an app.  I often feels disconnected, especially around the holiday times.  Whenever this happens it is helpful to see some of my friends doing cool things, like writing about astrology and stars.   I know there is an inner star within us.  I talk about it and it feels real.  When I feel into it, it feels like the truth.  Feelings are funny though depending on the feeling.  Some are inspirational and joyful and offer an inner knowing, like the knowing of this "inner star".  Sometimes my feelings are not so uplifting though, and my choices are always with me and though I try to heal from my emotional instability and irrationality healing does not always come quick and easy though the poor choices do not either, if you look into them.     I am in Kansas and it is cold here now.  I do enjoy the sunny days whe...

Hope Alive

Good evening, almost morning, here in Lawrence, Kansas.  It has been an off-day, so to speak, because I did not sleep this morning much.  I rested and then called my dad and then got up, began the day and then slept in the afternoon.  When you work in the night your life seems to depend on a sleep schedule and when that sleep will occur often varies, though I suppose this is somewhat usual with others who sleep during the night.  When there is a shift, something that must be done, sleep often comes second.  That is what happened today.   I was moved to deactivate my social media accounts, some of which I have spent years developing.  I had meaning to do it, or at least to pair it down to people I know personally and to remove myself from certain groups that I do not really participate in.  Clean it up, so to speak.  But instead I just deactivated them this morning, as if there was no other thing that I could be doing at that moment....

Community Eats

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Greetings.  Come, tune-in to your heart with me.  Sending light to Ukraine, Russia, Florida, all the people and creatures, animals, trees, fairies, dragons, unicorns, ancestors, planetary beings, everyone, everything, all the the things, small and large, everywhere, sending and connecting light, love, abundance and joy.   The weather has been fantastic.  Right now it is a cool seventy degrees in the nighttime here in Lawrence, Kansas.  There are still sunflowers in bloom and, more notably, the Franklin's Seagulls are flocking through the area. Kansas is part of the Heartland and one of my books- one book that I have looked through, at least- I remember recalling a map of the world and the map included all the chakras of the Earth.  Right in Kansas is the Heart Chakra.  I tune-in to that.  Would you join me?  It is very powerful.   One action-step I want to take is to see if people in my community want to participate in a commun...

Asunder Cover

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Greetings.  Thank you for joining me here.   Whenever I tune-in it seems that my heart is still in jeopardy- the words "ripped asunder" come to mind.  That word asunder: I never forget where I learned words- I learned that one from an AT Thru-hiker; he was writing a song and that word was in the song.  What does it mean?  Let me look it up but first I will say that it means to be cast out in multiple directions or to be thrown aside.  That is my guess.  It seems I was pretty close because the words "into pieces; divided and apart" come up after looking it up.   Some might say that the world has been thrown asunder.  This is as it should be.  "Let there be light" also comes to mind.  It "should" be thus because we are coming to; we are growing and evolving and that which was is becoming less and that which is now, our growing into more, is here.  In the growth comes, often, those growing pains.   When I tune-...

American Bullfrog

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Second day in a row writing.  I won't say too much.  I may, hmmm....  I am tired.   I made cob walls inside my van today.  That was a highlight.  I also ran and enjoyed time at a nature area.  I spoke to a huge bullfrog there.  Tomorrow I will give a speech at a local Toastmaster's club.  Here-ee, here-ee.   Thank you for reading.  My heart is open to you.